Perpetua
A Martyr – in her Own Words
Drama!
Emotion! And a noble heroine!
If this
sounds like the makings of a blockbuster
movie then you’d be right. But it’s also the
basis for a narrative of a Christian martyr
in the early years of the church. This was
Perpetua, young woman of North Africa and in
a document titled “Passion of St. Perpetua,
St. Felicitas and their Companions,” her
account of how she and other Christians has
remained a classic demonstration of courage
and faith. It is considered by some to be
the earliest surviving account of a
Christian woman martyr.
The story
begins in Carthage, a Roman colony in North
Africa, in 203 A.D. when a group of
Christians were imprisoned for their faith.
The group included two free men, a male and
a female slave, and a young matron named
Vivia Perpetua. Wife of a prominent citizen
of Carthage, and a new mother, the
22-year-old Perpetua was the daughter of an
unbelieving father, and a Christian mother
and brothers. As her account begins, her
father visits her in prison, intending to
persuade her to give up her faith.
“You’ve
carried this Christian nonsense far enough!”
My father told me. “Now let’s forget it,
tell the authorities you’ve changed your
mind and we’ll all go home.”
I turned
away to face the wall. It would have been so
easy. I could say, “Sure, Dad! You’re right
– I’m finished with this ‘Christian’
business. I’ll go back home where I can be
with my husband and my baby. All I need to
do is utter a few words. Surely the Lord
would understand – after all, I’m only
human. Also, my father loves me, and has
always been proud of me so how can I
disappoint him?”
Yet…
“Father, “
I turned back to him. “Do you see that jar?”
I gestured to the water container on the
table.
“Of course,
I see it. But what about it?”
“Obviously
it’s a jar – or could you even call it a
jug? Or maybe you could call it something
else – like a piece of clothing or a
sandal?”
Father
frowned. “Of course not! That’s ridiculous –
it’s what it is – nothing more!”
“Then it’s
impossible to call me anything other than
what I am – a Christian. I’m nothing more.”
My father’s
frown became deeper and he took a step
toward me, his hands outstretched but with
an evident effort he halted his advance.
Then suddenly he whirled and left the cell.
I slipped
to my knees and covered my face with my
hands, tears streaming down between my
fingers. Through his mercy, the Lord had
spared me further anguish and I could be
alone.
Perpetua
had remained faithful yet she and her
friends needed further encouragement.
We were all
anxious to know what lay in store for us,
and finally my brother had a suggestion.
“Sister, you may be the one who can learn
the future. Perhaps if you ask the Lord, He
will give some indication of whether we will
be released or not.” I wondered about this
so I asked Him and He responded with a
vision that encouraged us all.
In my
vision I saw a bronze ladder of enormous
height stretching into the heavens and it
was so narrow only one person could climb
it. On either side of the ladder were hooked
weapons of every type. There were swords,
spears, and other sharp pointed devises, all
attached so that any climber could scarcely
avoid being impaled unless they were very
careful. At the bottom of the ladder was a
huge dragon, ready to snarl and slash at
anyone who tried to climb. Then I saw
Saturnus, our pastor, scale the ladder, rung
by rung, until he gained the top. (I knew he
had already gone to be with the Lord). When
I saw he reached the top of the ladder he
looked down and called to me, “I’m ready to
welcome you, sister, but watch out! Avoid
the dragon!” I was encouraged to respond.
“In the name of Jesus Christ he will not
harm me!”
Just then
the dragon slithered back behind the ladder,
leaving only his head in view so I planted
my foot on his head and with that as my
first step, I ascended the ladder.
When I
related the vision to my brother we came to
understand that there was no future for us
in this life.
Within a
few days rumors spread that soon we would
have a hearing. Once again my father came to
confront me and I was instantly aware of how
his worry had become desperation. “You must
reconsider, my daughter, what you’re doing,”
He pleaded with me. “Think about me – how
well I’ve treated you. Even better than your
brothers! Think about what you’re doing to
the family – and to your baby. Give it up!
You’ll be the ruin of us all.” He dropped to
his knees before me, grasping my hands in
his and shaking with the tension of his
anguish.
My eyes
began to mist. “Father, please understand.
Only the Lord will determine whether we will
be condemned or go free. We are not alone –
we are his great hands!”
Still,
trembling and without any return glance, he
rose and left me. Yet he soon returned.
It happened
a few days later when at breakfast we were
all whisked away to a sudden hearing before
the governor. All in our group testified to
being believers, but it was my turn again my
father appeared, this time holding my baby,
and with a final plea. “Think about what
you’re doing, daughter – think of your baby!
Sacrifice to the emperor – it’s just a small
thing and you will survive!”
The
governor added his voice. “Your father loves
you, he has done so much for you. You must
respect him and consider your son! Perform
the sacrifice and all will be forgiven!”
I took a
deep breath. “I cannot do it.”
“Are you a
Christian?” Demanded the governor.
“I am.”
My father
was about to speak but at a cue from the
governor a soldier shoved him down and,
catching up a rod, flailed him over the
head. I flinched in my soul as I felt his
pain I could only close my eyes.
The
governor dismissed my father with a gesture
and stood up. His words of condemnation
etched into my soul and assured our sentence
to certain death. As the soldiers marched us
away I lifted my face with a new sense of
confidence.
Perpetua’s
account ended there, but other sources
continued her story. As the believers
entered the crowded arena, they were first
whipped at the order of the onlookers. Then
the beasts confronted them – a bear attacked
the men, and a wild bull set out after the
women. Yet thought the group were seriously
mauled and grievously wounded, that was not
the end. Swordsmen attacked them, but
Perpetua’s assailant was so inexperienced
his blow was not fatal. She was so anxious
to suffer even more for her Lord that with a
faltering hand, she clutched his blade and
placed it on her own neck for the final
blow.
Perpetua
and Felicitas, her servant who was among the
martyrs, became saints in the Catholic
tradition, as well as in other churches.
A native
of Kansas City , Missouri , Anne Adams grew up in
northwestern Ohio , and holds degrees in
history: a BA from Wilmington College ,
Wilmington , Ohio (1967), and a MA from Central
Missouri State University , Warrensburg ,
Missouri (1968)
A
freelance writer since the early 1970s, she has
published in Christian and secular publications,
has taught history on the junior college level,
and has spoken at national and local writers’
conferences. Her book “Brittany, Child of Joy”,
an account of her severely retarded daughter,
was issued by Broadman Press in 1987. She also
publishes an encouragement newsletter “Rainbows
Along the Way.”
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